Philosophy- dying
Philosophy- dying
Janie |
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Sometimes it's hard to jump into a place and discuss your deepest thoughts, but there are some things I think about and I may as well put them down where I've been invited to.
I have been given a timeline for living. I'm sort of used to it now, although I still think of it every day. It took care of that old question "Would you want to know, or not want to know." I was already told. It changes so many things. Each day or week things get a little bit harder. You don't run out and get a boyfriend because it wouldn't be fair to drag someone else through this. You don't talk about it with those closest to you because it causes them pain. You just dance alone. And dancing alone sucks. Another saying: "Live each day as though it were your last." A good saying, but as the end nears you get tireder, things hurt more. You don't have the strength to be the good example to everyone. Why would you want to live like that? I hope someone will talk to me about this. -------------------- |
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Janie |
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Ratrap, you have people out here. And if not before, you do now. You have me at least, not saying it's perfect, but it's something.
When I was 46 I had the kind of heart attack thay call "The Widowmaker". Most people don't survive it. I did. But I did with 50% of my heart muscle killed off. At 46 they told me "5 Years." I figure if I make it 5 and a day I'll thumb my nose at them. -------------------- |
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