killing myself...
killing myself...
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man, i drink too much, smoke too much.
fuck, i have calluses on my fingers from opening beer bottles too often, and nicotine stains on my fingers from smoking too much...im only fucking 20 years old... i hear stories of youth suicide, and i dont think 'damn, thats unfortunate', but instead think of how fucked things can be, how emotion, money, and life can get me down, nad how im not alone, but alive... why do i find life so hard as to resort to this crap? why do i listen to music that to most is depressing, but to me lifts me up for the companionship it provides for the feeling of depression that overwhlems me. fuck it why!?!?!?!?! me, rant, needed to type this, dont care if you respond, just needed it... -------------------- |
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Sometimes when everything is right peeps strugle the most. They actualy strugle coz they don't have any probs to focus on. So they are kinda lost as of what to do. The only solution to this is to find something and work on that. Or do as I do, head for the internet and try helping others :)
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