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[Songi]

I hate girls sometimes. I really do. Theres this one girl who i've been in love with since i met her. We dated for a while then things went sour for stupid reasons. Now I tried to win her back. Flowers, being there for her. even traveling half the country to see her when she got ill. Yet nothing. I would have settled for being a close friend. She promices that we would be good friends. Were we? of course not. I wouldn't even call us friends. So we slip apart.

After a few months she just showed up at my door step so to speak. she reentered my life. Things got out of control and we ended up fooling around abit. I put a stop to it. Not that I wanted to, but well shes has a bf. Well had a boyfriend. they broke up a few days ago. Partly because of me. I know she still loves me. And while its ok for her to be with other people, once I stopped wanting her and moved on and found someone else, she desided she wanted to be selfish. not wanting me to be with anyone else. So I have this new girl in my life. Not dating, but i know she loves me. Turns out one day while my ex was over and i went to class the two of them talked over msn. Now my ex feels like i'm going to replace her, That i don't love her.

What the hell is with that? Really. damn girl just wants to make my life harder. Who the hell wants drama in there life.

Damn bloody hell.


if none of this makes sence. well meh i tried. too frustrated with girls.

[Songi]

Thats some sound advice there. Thats been my addittuted for alot of this, not just girl problems and it works out great.

so where i stand right now, girl from home, moved about an hour away, dont get to talk to her too much lately, hoping that will change when i'm back in ontario.

as for the girl who went to school with me. Shes back home, going to rome for a month soon. Seems that now that we are apart she wants to focus on the friendship until september when we are back in school and then see how things go.

does anyone else think i might have just gotten used abit? shes all over me when i'm there, both physically and emotionally. wasnt just fucking, but had an actual relationship going on. But then now she wants to focus on friends, whats wrong with actually having a relationship? grr. i have a feeling she'll be hookin gup with her ex bf. not sure but i could see it happen. at the very least shes honest with me and will tell me. but if she does, shes going to the door.

bah i hate girls.