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Well guys its time for me to post what has been happaning in my life since it is pissing me off and eating me inside....

For all of you that remember my girlfriend Natalie, who was once on this forum and chatted in the irc channel. We have now broken up :( whitch is the worst thing in my lfie that could ever happen. It has been a week now since we have broken up and life has been hell for me. Sleeping eating everything and now school has started back up again its hard even more with the work load that is going to be hiting me. (P.S. i'm not leaving the forum its not one of thoese posts)

But jsut wanted to tell you guys thats why me been missing for the last week or two becasue life has jsut been shit. 2 and a half years gone like that we still friends but its still fucking hard.

Thats it for now jstu thinking and typing about this is hurting....................

[dInferno]

I know it sux to end a long term relationship. My last g/f and I were together for 4 yrs, so trust me, I know what you are feeling (and going through). I know this is going to sound bad, but it is going to get worse before it gets better (trust me on that one).

But what everyone here is saying about time healing all is true. You will never forget her, but you will slowly realize you can live without her. Another thing that will be hard is staying friends. I'm not saying that you and her will grow to dislike each other, but it is difficult to see someone you care about so much moving on without you. And trust me on this one, old habits/memories die hard (the last time my x-g/f and I talked, we called each other by our pet names. We didn’t mean too, but we did).

Well, I'm done digging up old memories. I do hope everything turns out ok. Be glad you have a close group of friends you can turn to here if you need anything.