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Well guys its time for me to post what has been happaning in my life since it is pissing me off and eating me inside....

For all of you that remember my girlfriend Natalie, who was once on this forum and chatted in the irc channel. We have now broken up :( whitch is the worst thing in my lfie that could ever happen. It has been a week now since we have broken up and life has been hell for me. Sleeping eating everything and now school has started back up again its hard even more with the work load that is going to be hiting me. (P.S. i'm not leaving the forum its not one of thoese posts)

But jsut wanted to tell you guys thats why me been missing for the last week or two becasue life has jsut been shit. 2 and a half years gone like that we still friends but its still fucking hard.

Thats it for now jstu thinking and typing about this is hurting....................

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thx guys its helpig alot....

another bad thing is now that i see that i'm hurting so much i'm tring to get back with her whitch is making things worse i keep thinking that it can work and that i can't live without her and every time i think about ti i think i can do something to cahnge it we talked the other night and she came over and we talked and argued and i do still call her by her pet name not meaning it and then we even kissed whitch made it 100% worse.....but it wsa good :P the only problem is this was my longest and i can't stand to see it go. I know that time will help and i thought i was goign alright the first week but now that it is in the second week it got harder and thats the problem is it goign tog et harder by week by week and then one week i'll be alright and then the next i will feel like crap i keep thinking if i send her gifts or take her out that it may get back together we both still love each other but tere little things that stop it getting back together like fighting...but hey im sure that if it was ment to get back it will.