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Well guys its time for me to post what has been happaning in my life since it is pissing me off and eating me inside....

For all of you that remember my girlfriend Natalie, who was once on this forum and chatted in the irc channel. We have now broken up :( whitch is the worst thing in my lfie that could ever happen. It has been a week now since we have broken up and life has been hell for me. Sleeping eating everything and now school has started back up again its hard even more with the work load that is going to be hiting me. (P.S. i'm not leaving the forum its not one of thoese posts)

But jsut wanted to tell you guys thats why me been missing for the last week or two becasue life has jsut been shit. 2 and a half years gone like that we still friends but its still fucking hard.

Thats it for now jstu thinking and typing about this is hurting....................

[DutchKid]

You'll have to leave it alone. Don't keep trying, that's what is keeping it fresh and makes it harder to get over it. She might be a great girl, but she's probably not the great girl for you. I know that it sounds stupid, especialy at this time, but I've found it to be true. The right one for you will come around someday, the only Q is; When. It's great that you two are still talking, but that's also something that makes it hurt more and more. My advice is: take a step back, don't see her for a month or so. Inform her that you're gonna do so, so she's not gonna contact you. Just step back, take a look at what you feel. Actualy let those feelings be felt by yourself. Then think about how that felt and if you want THAT to last, you probably don't. The only cure is to let it end. That way you can still be friends at a later stage. The way you're going right now will only make it harder between you two and it'll one day explode.

My 2 cents...

PS: I'm really sorry that this happened...