I hate girls sometimes. I really do. Theres this one girl who i've been in love with since i met her. We dated for a while then things went sour for stupid reasons. Now I tried to win her back. Flowers, being there for her. even traveling half the country to see her when she got ill. Yet nothing. I would have settled for being a close friend. She promices that we would be good friends. Were we? of course not. I wouldn't even call us friends. So we slip apart.

After a few months she just showed up at my door step so to speak. she reentered my life. Things got out of control and we ended up fooling around abit. I put a stop to it. Not that I wanted to, but well shes has a bf. Well had a boyfriend. they broke up a few days ago. Partly because of me. I know she still loves me. And while its ok for her to be with other people, once I stopped wanting her and moved on and found someone else, she desided she wanted to be selfish. not wanting me to be with anyone else. So I have this new girl in my life. Not dating, but i know she loves me. Turns out one day while my ex was over and i went to class the two of them talked over msn. Now my ex feels like i'm going to replace her, That i don't love her.

What the hell is with that? Really. damn girl just wants to make my life harder. Who the hell wants drama in there life.

Damn bloody hell.


if none of this makes sence. well meh i tried. too frustrated with girls.